- h0ney’s world of wordz -

guess what, I slept at about 4.30am this morning. and I slept for only 5 hours. at 10am when I was sleeping soundly, i heard my mum calling out ‘HONEY~~’. she opened my bedroom door and said, ‘HONEY WAKE UP! we’re going out for breakfast!’ awww.. I was so lazy to wake up! I wanted to continue sleeping!!!! =\ hmm.. I then crawled up and went to brush my teeth.. very unwillingly….. =P

after breakfast, my mum brought me to klcc first (she had to settle something at the Jigsaw Puzzle World there). so I went walking around KLCC by myself. after settling everything, mum and I went to fetch my sis at her high school and we went to the mid valley together. well, my sis & I didn’t have enough time for shopping cos mum wanted to go back home at 7pm after she had done her work at the Jigsaw Puzzle World. when we reached the basement parking, we realised that we were lost. we couldn’t remember where exactly mum parked the car. my sister & I remembered that the car was at the level P2. mum said she was sure that the car was at C25. so we went to P2 C25 but we couldn’t find the car!! we had been walking at the whole C area for half an hour. my sis & I started sweating.. then mum said the car might be at P1. so we went upstairs and searched for it, again we failed. my instinct told me that the car was at P2.. so again I myself went downstairs and walked from the south part to the north part. and there!!! I found the car. it was at A25!! my god.. my mum is always so forgetful. how could A25 become C25?? *sigh.. I then adviced my mum to take a photo of the parking area first before she leaves next time, so that she won’t forget where exactly she park her car. hmm.. when we were already in the car, we realised that mum forgot to take something to the JPW and the thing was still in the car. so mum asked me to take it to the JPW. again, I had to walk from the south part to the north part and then the north part to the south part. I was almost worn out!!!! my legs were killing me. =( what a tiring day!

finally, I finished my tests today. the last test I had was Chemistry. it was okay.. not as tough as I expected. Nicole & I planned to have volleyball practice today after class ended. but then, it started raining very heavily at about 2.30pm. we pleaded the sky so that the rain would stop by 4pm. however, it was still raining when it came to 4pm.. we were so disappointed that we couldn’t have our practice. cos we are gonna have a volleyball match on tuesday! (not even one of our team members knows playing volleyball) oh my god.. we’re going to DIE. *sweat*

after my class ended, Jason wanted me to go meet him. he said he’d be alone from 4pm onwards. he had to wait for his fren, who would have a meeting until 6pm, to fetch him back. we had a chit-chat during the 2hours. what we chat about? nahhh.. i dun have to tell ya.. =P

after going back home, I realised that no one was home. *sigh* again.. I had to be home alone. I knew nobody would even bother about me. I cooked a bowl of oat. and that was for my dinner. sitting alone in the empty and dark living room, with silence around me, I started thinking, ‘why is my life like this?? what happen to me?’ I did nothing but sitting there. 8.30pm reached.. siew chien came back home. then we started talking about our rental problems. Siew Chien & I dun feel happy staying here(I mean TAR villa)..(because of some reasons, I dun wanna tell it here..) we were thinking ways to solve the problems. but the results came out with nothing. =( *sigh*

It was already 9pm.. I called mum and told her that I wanted to go back home (P.J.). I’d rather going back home as the dull & boring environment in my house at TAR villa really drive me mad! cannot stand it! so, mum and uncle came and fetched me back at 11pm. phew.. finally I could stay away from everything I hate in Setapak. (im wondering am I suffering from Setapak-phobia..) =P

it was my physics test yesterday (26th July, 2006). before the day (that was 25th July, 2006),  I stayed back after my class ended at 5pm. I went to the library and did revision on my own. I knew i would not be able to do my revision at home.. I would just relax and and not bothering about my studies. that was why, I went to the library instead of going back home. I revised my physics until 9 o clock at night (the library was closed at 9pm). Oga was in the library too.. but she was not with me. I asked her to join me but she refused.. cos she said she’d talk if she joined me. =P hehe.. after few hours of revision, I still couldn’t finish all 4 chapters. i was so frustrated.. and i felt down. after going back home, I cooked maggie mee. that was my dinner and i had been eating maggie for 3 days continuosly. =\ I continued my revision after my dinner. at about 12.30pm, I was still in chapter 2!!! I was already so so sleepy and my eyes could harldy open. so I decided to sleep.

the next day..my first class was at 8am, and that was my physics tutorial class. Ms Ong was discussing about tutorial on chapter 5, but I coudln’t pay attention to what she taught. I was still struggling in chapter 1-4. I asked Weng Ee for guidance so that he could help me solve a few questions on chapter 1-4. however, I still couldn’t get what Weng Ee explained even though he had explained the same thing for many many times. i felt that i was so so useless and stupid cos i couldn’t even understand simple things in chapter 1-4. couldn’t master things in chapter 1-4 ??? let alone the chapters behind!! at the moment, Ms Ong was explaining things on chapter 5 in the class..I was almost out of my mind when I see so much things that I couldn’t understand on the blackboard. I was so desperate and… I didn’t know what to do. i felt helpless. out of my control, my tears rolled down. I wept tears… Wei Keat and Weng Ee who were sitting beside me didn’t notice that ( I did not want them to see me crying ).. I kept quiet. after physics tutorial class, I still felt weepy when I was attending maths 2 lecture in DK3. again, I shed tears. I did know know how to cope with my problems. I was worried whether I could deal with my studies, I was worried about my health problems. I seldom take my breakfast, lunch and dinner after I’ve come to KL… also I do not drink much of water now. I do not know how to take good care of myself. I do not know how to be independent. I fed up with lifestyle like this.. unhealthy lifestyle with only maggie mee, biscuits, bread.. Im wondering how am i gonna continue my life like this for 1 and a half year more. =’(

during recess, I did not join Wei Keat them for lunch. I went to the counselling room by myself and did my last revision on physics before the test started. at 3pm, my physics test was over. i could do the objective questions… but not all the structured ones. in fact, I answered some questions wrongly. =\  after that, I received Alan’s call. he knew i cried and my mood was not good. he comforted me and asked me to take some rest. i felt warm when he did so. he’s such a great fren. thanks Alan!! *hug*

it was only 3.30pm.. I did not want to go back home so early. so I went to the library again and did my revision on chemistry (I’ll have Chemistry test on this friday). at 5pm, Siow Shan & I went to the Alpha Angle. We bought some nice shirts at jaya jusco and SEED. =) haha i love SEED!

yesterday, after my classes ended, I went to find Alan at IT Centre to give him a CD, a CD with all the photos on TT nite & OO nite inside.then we had a long chat outside the IT centre.. haha he was so cute! the way he talked.. the way he laughed.. the way he kept waving his hand when talking. so funnnnnnnny! we talked for more than an hour.. half an hour at the IT centre, half an hour at the car park. anyway, nice talking to u Alan. =)

after I went back home, Siew Chien asked me to go downstairs of TAR villa to have dinner as we hadn’t tried the food downstairs before. then we ordered fried rice.. mmm… well…. it was just okay. but the price was so expensive. *sweat* im not going there to eat anymore. as I was eating, Boon Khai (an old fren of mine from Kuantan who is working at KL now, which i hadn’t met for a long long time) phoned me and asked me out for dinner. at first I refused to… but at last, I accepted his invitation. then he came to fetch me at 7.55pm and we went to Desa Setapak which was very very near to my apartment. he made a lot of criticism about me! he said i was not the previous CX anymore and I changed a lot. he criticised sooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo much that I almost fetched my tears to my eyes!!!! but of course, I didn’t cry lar.. hehee =P. perhaps, i’d just take his crticism. after dinner, he fetched me to my fren’s hostel to pass something to her. and then, he fetched me back and accompanied me to go upstairs to my house. i stopped him from doing so but he just insisted. hmm…he really cared me a lot. he said I didn’t know how to take care of myself. he adviced me to drink more water, to sleep early, to eat every meal (cos i seldom take breakfast & sometimes dinner), and blah blah blah blah… he couldn’t stop grumbling like my grandmother! anyway, I should thank him for his concern. =)

at night time, when I was sleeping, I was suddenly woken up by Boon Khai’s call. I was so sleepy & blur that I couldn’t make sure what he said. I thought he said he missed me and wanted to bring me out again.. I refused to go out again because I was so so so tired & sleepy and all I wanted was sleep! indeed, I was so tired that I slept for so long and today I woke up at about 10.30am. almost 12hours of sleep man!! *giggling* =P

recently, my frens & I have taken part in volleyball match and tug of war for sports carnival in our college. as a matter of fact, I never played volleyball before. and I knew nothing about volleyball.. until today.. Li Chyong, Juliana, Nicole & I went to practise playing volleyball.. at least I’ve learnt something today, like shooting. oh gosh, my hand was soooooo painful when i first hit the ball. but i didn’t give up but carried on, cos i wanted to prove something to myself!

 as i carried on, my hand got more painful and painful.. after almost 45minutes, I stopped. I couldn’t stand it anymore.. my right hand was swollen badly. I cannot understand how those volleyball players can play so well!! well… maybe im not gifted. =\ after that, Li Chyong & I went to the sports complex to find Wei Keat & others who were playing badminton inside. We had the chance to play badminton for a while… phew.. I realised that I really prefer badminton to volleyball. at least badminton wont swell ur hands! after a while, I joined Stephen Chow (this is the nickname I gave to Chee Chai, hahah!) who was playing football at the corridor outside the sports complex. =P Chee Chai praised me for playing good football! hahah.. kewl huh? girl playing football! it’s a great experience. but then, unlucky thing happened to me again. my left hand got injured when I opened the door at sports complex. I cut my hand on the sharp part of the doorknob. It was bleeding… =\ Wei Keat ran back all the way to his hostel and to the sports complex again to get me a plaster. awww what he did made me feel guilty.. =( I would have stopped him from doing so if i knew he’d do that! but anyway.. thanks to u Wei Keat.

today, Kian Iyu, Wee Jiann, Chee Min and other frens from Kemaman, Terengganu came to KL. they asked me out but… I couldn’t go out with them. First, Im gonna have class tomorrow. Second, im feeling tired after whole day exercise. Third, Im not going out with them without siow shan or coey. so, sorry to u all frens! u all should have chosen the right time to come to KL.. this is my tests month so I can hardly hang out with u guys.

oh god, im almost worn out. =( im going to turn in now!! nitezzzzzzZZzz

  Yeah~ this is the day i had been waiting for.. Siow Shan and I reached the college at about 5pm. but we were quite late.. Nicole and others were already inside the college hall and they sat at the front. =( so Siow shan & I had to sit at the back. but luckily, with the help of Wei Keat, we managed to get seats beside Nicole. hahah! happieee.. before I entered the hall, there was a guy who stopped me and asked me to take a photo. they were looking for a few of good looking ladies and would like to choose a princess charming among them that night. (nononono, I didn’t say I was good looking ok!) The prince & princess charming could win Motorola mobile phones, kewl huh? =P so they took a photo of me. ( I was a bit shy standing in front of the crowd, being taken a photo.. *blush*)

the show started. first, the judges were introduced. I joked with my fren that Amber Chia would be one of the judges.. but I never thought that what I joked was true!!! Amber Chia really came to our college and be the judge!! wow… it was unbelievable. I was almost out of control.. and so were the others. another judge was Annabelle, an ex-tarcian (2005 Miss Astro Malaysia) and also a friend of Pei Chin. first, there was a cat walk by the finalists. wow, i love F4 so much.. she’s pretty indeed. i hope she could win. and then there was a sketch.. umm… actually I didn’t really understand what the sketch was about.. they could act quite good but… what was the main point of the sketch? I couldnt figure it out, and so could my frens.  =/ *blur* besides, there was a talent show by the finalists as well. to be frank, I didn’t really like their talent show. their performances were boring and lame, not as good as i expected. then there came the dance performance by D-SEED (the winner for dancing category of TT nite). it was nice.. D-SEED rocks!

other than that, there was also a guest performance by…. ummm…. NEWS? ( I dun really know how to spell the name ) it was a group of 3 guys. and we were informed that they are famous in Malaysia. hmm…=/ but I had never heard of them before. anyway, they could sing well. their songs were not bad… especially the song ‘Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday’.. it was great. =) and the guys look not bad too! hahah!

then there was the prize giving ceremony to prince and princess charming. well, as I expected, I didn’t win it and I wasn’t sad though. hey i understand my own limitation ok.. i shouldn’t be called a princess charming or whatsoever because im not charming and so on.. =P heehee..

  after that, the results were out. F1 and M5 won. almost all of us were disppointed with it. I wanted F4 to win!!! she only obtained the award Miss Photogenic. =( well F1 was not bad too.. but it’s just that F4 was prettier than F1. hmm.. ok ok stop arguing about this anymore. after the show ended, we took photos at the entrance. and Alan joined us as well. hahah.. he was such a cute boi.  then we went to BRJ for dinner (or should I call it supper?). everybody was staring at us cos we were in formal and very nice clothes.

well, for me, TT nite is nicer than OO nite. TT nite was very enjoying but OO nite was… a bit boring. hmm… but at least, I could meet Amber Chia on OO nite. =D and one more thing, I prefer emcees on OO nite than the ones on TT nite. leng chai Sam (the Indian emcee) joked a lot and I couldn’t stop laughing when listening to him. =D good job leng chai Sam!!

yesterday, Pei Chin asked me to fetch her to her bf’s house. she showed me the way.. but after that, i had to go back to college by myself.. i couldn’t really recognise the routes. i almost got lost.. but luckily i managed to find the right ways. hahah! smart me.. =P

at about 8pm yesterday, chen ling msg me and told me that she was bored staying in the hostel. so I asked her out for a movie. we went for a movie at KLCC by LRT. but too bad… all the tickets of the movies we wanted to watch were sold out. so we bought the tickets for the movie ‘Voice’ at 11.20pm. 11.20pm??? so we would gonna watch it until at least 1am?? how would we go back then? there would be no more LRT after 12am!! hmm.. whatever.. we would just decide it after the movie. i thought the movie was nice, but it actually wasn’t nice AT ALL!!!!! all of us didn’t understand what the story was about..it was 18PL but i couldn’t see any scene that is scary or frightening. the movie was boring. and i couldn’t stop complaining while i was watching the movie. it wasted my time, my energy and my money!!! =( LAME MOVIE!!!! dun like it at all.. i swear i wont watch korean horror movies again.

today (saturday), i went to KLCC with my sister. and finally, i got to watch the movie ‘the fast and the furious 3′! i had been waiting to watch it for so long!! it’s nice indeed.. i love it. those guys with good driving skill, those sexy ladies.. the music.. =P nice. heehee…and now im waiting to watch ‘Pirates of the caribbean’. i’ll watch it as soon as possible.. =P

awww i was so sleepy that i was reluctant to wake up this morning! i wish i could sleep forever..=P 8am class started but Ms Khoo was not here yet! hmmm… the whole DK was noisy and everybody was busy with their own stuffs. Pei Chin & I took this photo in the DK. nice pic? =P

guess what, i went for blood donation today!! unbelievable?? believe it.. =P i never thought that i would be so courageous. there is a blood donation campaign held in our college..today, when Wei Keat and other frens asked me to join them to donate blood, i just joined them to go to the college hall after Bio practical. phew.. i was 46kg and i was almost disqualified from donating blood. cos the minimum weight of a donor is 45kg. It was quite painful when they tested my blood.. and I at last got to know that my blood type is O! hahah.. =P after that, they checked my blood pressure.. I was informed that my blood pressure was a bit low. in fact, i didn’t eat anything from morning onwards.. and they told me to eat first before donation. so I went outside the college hall and got something to eat. there was some food prepared on the table. after eating, Jason called me and told me that he was in the college hall to donate blood as well. after i lay down, i could feel the pain when i was giving a needle. I tried to calm myself down and relaxed myself. I thought it was over.. but then there came another needle again!! oh god, i thought there would be only one! =\ at this moment, i saw Jason. he lay next to me. and we had our first conversation face to face. quite weird huh? first time talking face to face (lying next to each other) and it happened during donation time. =\ anyway, nice to talk to him. after donation, I was given a certificate. cool~ I never knew that i would get a certificate for blood donation. =) after a moment, I started to feel dizzy and lose my appetite. my frens touched my hands and told me that my hands were very cold. i felt like wanna throw up and thus, i didn’t eat during recess. but then Pei Chin had me drink 4 glasses of water! =P

during recess, my Bio practical lecturer (my cousin sister, Ms Chong) asked me to meet her. I went to find her and she asked me the reason why i dropped bio. She was very surprised when my frens informed her that I dropped bio. i told her that I dun really like biology.. she accepted my reason and gave me an advice, ‘the most important thing is do not regret in the future.’ hmm.. i do hope i wont regret what i did.

after Chemistry class today, Pei Chin & I went to find Ms Veronica. Pei Chin wanted to inform her that she’ll be away for few weeks as she’s going for ‘I Wanna Be A Model’. and me… I went to inform her that I wanted to drop Biology. after approving my application, i felt like…… i dunno. in a word, the feeling was kinda weird. hmmm anyhow, just stop thinking about it and forget about bio! let’s just concentrate on physics. =)

after school time, I brought Wei Keat to eat Tako at Jusco, Alpha Angle since he hadn’t tried Tako before. after he tried, he said it was really nice. hahah.. so i did the right thing! he was happy that i brought him out and tried such nice food.