different mood

yesterday, we were given our Chemistry test paper. yay! i got 78% for it.. well, it was not very very good but i was quite happy with the result. =) after class, i went for the movie ‘Rob-B-Hood’ at 1utama. it was a very funny and nice movie. i enjoyed it so much. =P

few days ago, my sis came back from abu dhabi. wow, she bought us a lot of things. she bought me a mini skirt from topshop.. it was quite short for me, i wonder where should i wear it to. other than that, she even bought me and my sister bikini suits from Women’s Secret. it was nice, but………i dun dare wear it ehhhh.. *shy shy* =P i’ll keep it until the day i have the guts to wear it. hahah! im really jealous of my sis, she earns a lot of money now. she enjoys her job, she can even work in other countries, meet people with different cultures… hmm… i always wonder if i have the chance to be like her. sometimes i’ll start to be worried when i think about my future.. i don’t know what should i do in the future. i dun even have an ambition. im worried that i will not be able to get a job that i enjoy. i mean, many ppl nowadays dun enjoy their work. most of them are forced to do the job that they are doing. im scared i’ll be like them one day. hmmm…. =(

recently, my 2nd ex contact me.. i was so surprised that he msg me and chat with me. before this, we didn’t break up peacefully. i scolded him at the day we broke up, and since then, we never contact until now.. i wonder what is his intention of contacting me now. he’s like wanna be good with me. well, are all boys like this??? my 1st ex was like this once.. and now my 2nd ex. boys, pls dun treat ur girls good after breaking up… u should appreciate ur gf when u’re together, but not after separating!! get it??!

gosh, i’ve run out of money.. it’s the end of the month. i dun even have the courage to tell my dad about it. cos he’ll sure ask me to move out and find a room outside instead of staying at mum’s house. he dun like me staying at mum’s house!!! =’( i cannot understand what he’s thinking.. what is wrong staying with my own mum? im already 18, i have the right to decide what i wan to do. well well well… whatever.. the only way i can do now is saving money. i have to cut down on my expenses. =\ hmm.. both my elder and younger sisters will go back to Kemaman tomorrow.. they’ll go back for 1 week. many of my frens asking me going back to Kemaman to celebrate Mooncake Festival together, but guys, i dun have holiday, so i can’t go back… sorry to you all.. chen ling, sze kai, quinz, jun long, cheng haw, yu ren and wei xuan.. im sorry that i cannot go back…. im sure u guys can celebrate it happily without me also.. =)

2 Responses to “different mood”

  1. ChEN LInG Says:

    Sigh.. chu xian, it’s sad to hear that you are not coming back during this “mooncake festival”.. :( Then only a few of us can celebrate together, i think wei xuan is not coming back also.. Erm..nvm, i think we all can hang out together during hari raya.. They all will come back, don’t tell me you’r not coming back..:(

  2. hYfA Says:

    hai chu xian..

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